Part 2
Meanwhile, Brace comes in to The Garden and talks to Mox for a while. Brace is a nicely dressed, very handsome young man who employs a tailor! As I said before, Brace is a nice Brainer. Which I think makes him all the more creepy. He's more like a psychoanalyst than just a psycho psychic. He and Mox agree to work together to help the Pregnant Ladies work out their shit. Brace gives Mox the portrait he did of Baby Pumpkin and OMG isn't she just the cutest thing? Yeah, the Brainer is going to work with the Angel to help people. Things are going really well at the Luxor apparently.
A couple hours or so later, Rose, Exit, Mill, and Do re-emerge. Rose gives Do a little trinket (+1 barter for sex with the Hardholder), and still being tone deaf to Do's affection, tells him he should give it to someone, maybe that sexy Brainer if he's as into guys now as he seems. Do guards it. Rose remembers again that Do's into him. Do leaves before Rose does that thing where he goes from hot to cold. Rose offers to Do that the foursome (and twosome) can be a regular thing, and Do is happy to accept.
Rose gets Brace something to eat, and oh shit. Rose still has the Maestro D' sex move--procure something for someone and their sex move goes off. Rose shifts uncomfortably in his chair as Brace asks him some very pointed questions. For what does your character crave forgiveness, and of whom? and What are your character's secret pains? So I made this up on the fly, and as Rose had a surprisingly difficult time admitting it. It didn't come out as easily as I can type it and I'm filling in some of the details I couldn't articulate as Rose: Before Rose became a man, she had a regular customer who was probably someone important somewhere. She still lived in a brothel at the time, but her brother Amethyst actually lived with this customer as his concubine or slave or something, and Amethyst was his favorite. Amethyst was probably not cut out for the life and hated being the favorite, and was quite miserable. Rose and Amethyst figured out a way to help each other out. Now we still don't know how it all happened, but Rose and Amethyst merged or Rose took over Amethyst's body, or something. The way Rose sees it, s/he helped Amethyst get out of a dire circumstance, and positioned herself to go live with the customer and be his favorite.
Maybe Rose gets his tone deafness when it comes to love and affection from Amethyst, but the customer was not happy with the new Rose/Amethyst combo and rejected him. Maybe the rejection was harsh. So Rose did another thing he does. He poisoned the customer, and later realized that Amethyst was not so much the concubine/slave, but the customer's beloved. Rose felt guilty for screwing everything up (and for losing a great customer). Maybe Rose the woman actually loved the customer, but Amethyst hated him, and when the two combined, their feelings got all screwed up. Who knows? I think Amethyst manipulated Rose in some way, and Rose really thought she was helping her brother get out of a bad situation.
The answer to the other question is a little less complicated. Rose wishes he had been there to see his mother die. He didn't mean to kill her, and he knew that the way he "accidentally" killed her was pretty harsh and nasty. It pains him to think that his mother, as much as he hated her, died such a wretched death and he didn't get to hold her hand at the end.
Brace offers to continue to counsel Rose. He declines. He's not really the self reflective type. Brace offers to get his tailor to make Baby Pumpkin a little kimono out of one of Rose's old kimonos. Rose agrees to that.
So Keeler sits with Rose and Brace after their conversation. Rose wants to know who Keeler would marry. She won't say. Rose and Brace both read her. Rose blew it, Brace didn't. By the end of the conversation, Keeler knows that it frustrates or turns him on that Keeler is unavailable to him. Brace gleans a bit more information. Keeler isn't interested in marrying anyone, but she does have an occasional friend with benefits.
Rose decides he'd like to marry Exit and Mill. Maybe someone else? Keeler isn't out of the realm of possibilities. Neither is Do. Rose goes down to the marketplace and buys Mill and Exit flowers and rings. He dresses in his best clothes and presents his gifts to the sisters, with an awkward proposal. "Would you two like to be my wives?" Mill is ecstatic, overjoyed, thrilled, and happily says yes. This means she won't be his slave anymore, unless she wants to, maybe occasionally. She's happy to do that, too. Exit is a little more reserved...
Sorry, dinner time. Part 3 to come shortly.